friends
Saturday
true friends are not easy to find........
what are friends?
are they people who come and go by your life.
feeling very sad this few days
maybe because that i am sick that is why i am feeling a bit down
but i know it is not just that.
i am suffocating. i really couldn't breathe
i have been thinking a lot this days
i really have a lot of problem with my personality
it is time i should reflect about it
i should have done that a long time ago
but i just don't know why excuses keep just popping out.
i truly want a friend
someone i can talk to
i am suffocating because of me bottling up everything
i want someone to support me and understand me
i have been keeping distance from my friends not because i do not like them
i am just afraid
don't why i just cannot trust.
i feel awkward and strange to be so close to my friends
maybe i have not experience before that is why it all feel so distant
anyway i hope to find someone special then
wish me luck ^^