gahhhh holiday ler.... lots of things coming up too.
mother tongue a' level, PW oral presentation, i & r, re exam in don't know how many weeks time
hia need jia you!

pw pw pw. all jc1s are getting pissed and fed up becase of it. it is driving us up the wall and driving us crazy. gahhhh. op faster over so i can stop worrying and getting nervous about it. ahhhhhhh.....

jia you everybody once pw is over you will have one a'level subject down.
whatever trouble u face don't give up : )

so promos was last week and i got back my results this week. i don't know what to say and i do not have the right to say anything. i deserve to be punished and this will be my punishment. i need to be punish before i learn. i have disappointed many people and all i can say is i am sorry really sorry. i need to say sorry to myself too for i study for my own future not the others and i let myself down. i do not need excuses anymore. so time to buck up shi ting go go go! don't give up. actually i am not that sad, i am just reflecting on my attitude towards my studies. need to thank lots of people for their encouragement and support too : ) thanks liyana and yvonne for your concern don't need to worry that much about me actually i am feeling quite ok , really : ) liyana don't be too sad also you can do it ! no matter what problem you face don't give up ok. i will give you my support and my craps to cheer you up too. lets jia you together ok. we will make it : )

ah so promos is over. so what next? J2? A level ? University? then?
have been thinking of what will happen to me in the future. after all this years of studying, what am i aiming for in the end? a job with great salary?a job that i like? or just some job that can pull me through my life. ever since after my o' level i have been questioning myself ,why are you here? why are you studying in jc? what do you intend to do after jc. to tell the truth i don't know anything now i am still lost. so lost that i want to give up, so lost that i cannot seem to concentrate on my studies. i am not doing well in my studies now and i know it but i just don't seem to be able to move on i just can't settle down to focus. i need a goal, a aim in my life for me to work hard to achieve. i really hope that i am given the chance to think about it, i really need to get promoted or else i really don't know what will happen to me.
but no matter what stay happy smile always : )