i really want to cherish what i have now, i do not want to regret when i grow older or when i lose the things i have now. people should really be satisfied with what they have. shouldn't they? but as you know all human beings are greedy, we have endless wants. we are never happy with what we have. creating so much agony just because we cannot appreciate what the things we have now. i am one of them and i am trying to learn to appreciate things, i want to cherish what i have now, my family and my friends. i never know what will happen tomorrow, i may be gone or i maybe losing someone even though i do not want that to happen me. but this is how fragile a human can be, they may just leave you or you just leave them ( this will happen someday for this is how life is people do not live forever ) and you do not have the chance to tell them how much you love them.

so i am here to tell all my friends that i love you guys a lot even though some times i might be teasing some of you a lot and i might be a bit overbearing sometimes but i still love you guys.

to my family i know i wouldn't be here without you and i would not want to lose any one of you. i love you all ^^

anyway 4/9 i miss you guys so much even though we had just hang out together last week. hope to see you all soon. :)